ok so if u read all the last 5 enteries it seems a bit like i am vacilating. but what is happening is this: i let things slide , i take the blame for other peoples behaviour all the time. i assume the role of the crazy one or the dramtic one. i ‘m not this time. i see that part of my work here is to trust myself and recognize my part and not take on anyone elses part…so i ‘m not. i m ok. i trust that the universe etc has amazing plans instore for me immeadiatley that i cant even fathom , so i must walk gracefullly forward. jot down notes ’bout what i learned and move towards my lit path.