got sick on sat night. really sick slept all sat sunday and monday..woke at 5 pm went to nic anon. shared. felt good. lots of people there. ch was cagey=at best. seems he avoids me- he’s great on the phone-but in person he seems scared of me..kinda funny.wish we could be friends- we had fun .oh well cant have it all, i guess.
worked all day yesterday and today. bm’s site and bw’s site. mw got a new car. very ‘cop-ish’
went to whatever last night. the 101-quiet for a tuesday. nice. no drama of late..dont feel stressed or like i have to be a perfect friend these days. what a fucking relief.funnyhowthings work out. i am so not affected by what people think i am affeced by..it’s funny to watch other people spin though.