spazmatics again . mj came , he loved it. so did tommy , but he left pretty quick- had an awesome visit with him, though. hes awe-sum
the lead singer is a stud.
he was macking on and being macked on all over the place.
ahh well.
such is the path of the rockstar..i dont know what sort of crack smoking delusional hypno spell i put myself under, fantasizing about nerd-cover-band-singer-dude, whom i thought was cute DESPITE the glaring facts : the whole “nerd” gear is part of an act, pornstars love the band and populate shows ..some undoubtably offer favours?AND ive never talked to?nor seen the guy out of costume.
-not to mention that i , of all people know what rockstars are ‘afforded’ once they have groupies- and these guys have em. what fun they are though. ill nurse my self out of this heartbreak to go see them again…that im sure of.
Well,at least im back in the crush market and not still shutdown completely anymore.

got to find new crushes.
anyone want to promote me – feel free.
or pass on ideas for crushes..i m a retard in this arena. for real.