went to cc ‘s wedding today…didn’t stay long…i left because i found myself sitting at a table with 5 strangers who couldn’t have been more pleased to be sitting right next to the bar…needless to say , i wasn’t feeling that comfy when every two seconds i was asked if i wanted a drink.. ..not to mention the fact that the table was up and in the back corner-looking down on all my friends sitting together . i felt very left out and weird-no self pity though- just sorta as though i was being punished and banned to the corner- but, seeing as i am sober and try to work this spiritual program- i chose to not sit in my shit nor cause any shit- just leave quietly and take care and say a little prayer for all as i left- very nice eve it turned out to be- went to the met and saw sean penn and one half of david and david do a reading -was invited out with them for drinks- instead of that though, i went to meet hill and bw and cr and tim for a late dinner – very pleasant – now home …