i want to start writing. i am not sure what holds me back. i have this thinking that if i dont do it perfectly..i mine as well not do it at all. must reverse this.
i have so many ideas in my head. i need to make them come to life via creative endeavors. art show at the loft. end of february. meditation class on wednesday there, also, must call and tell mjk.
he’s not back till the 15th. they are looking for a new bass player, (apc-not tool) i wish i knew someone who deserved/wanted/was capable enough to have me recommend them to those guys. but i dont..not that i can think of.talked to sf about it..he’s looking for more of a rawk band to play with. he is motivated, i’ll tell you that. talk about someone who has seized his opportunity and turned it into gold. good for him.
ss is apparently coming down for a visit and i hope hope hope i get to see her.called e again this eve. she still wont pick up my calls. i dont mind really. it’s an excersice in unconditional love. i trully miss her
mw hangs with little jen alot. and kk