These are the beginning thoughts on what i am about. what i am doing..if anyone gets the wearwithall to read any of this ..sorry. or whatever.
Idon’t know. i feel like i need to write and as i am in front of my machine at almost all times-of late..it seems the right medium.so here .
i am 29. i’ll be thirty in 7 months.my life has changed dramatically in the last little bit.it’s all weird and convuluted, but i am okay with it all.i guess.
aside from constant surfers of my couch …and .. my verycloseneigbours, i live alone.ish
my dad died almost two years ago. i don’t know how this fits in.
it does, somehow.
also, i am ‘sober’-3 years in june.
these are just facts. not who i am.
sort of part of who i am becoming, i guess.
i seem to have very few friends, of late. a big shift happened . had a big ole’ group of friends.
now i don’t. now i have a few veryclose very awesome people in my life. i am very close with my brother. this is new-ish , though.
my mom too.
they live in canada. i live in california.
i am heading towards being labeled ‘spiritually oriented’-searching still..but i believe in forces much greater than just me.
and you.
and ‘him'(or“her”)
a word about ‘hims’: don’t have much luck in the romantic area of my life-the last three boys(keyword here)i dated had live-in girlfriends(that weren’t me)
hmm.i’m told that i’m pretty. i can sometimes see it. i know i haven’t got a problem in ‘attracting’ people-it’s the quality that needs improvement.
this is why i am home on a saturday night writing this, not at a soiree.
i am trying to figure out what/who i want in/owt of my life.
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