feeling sad in a selfish way- like i have in the past- as though i am not important in the lives of those i love so much…i hink it isn’t true at all it is just my perspective and scewed thinking from my past experiences.

i am mad at ie for going to get a computer w/out me and being mad at me this am. i am wondering why it is getting me so down- perhaps the level of competion and concealment i feel is at a high point and i need to get over it i need to pray or something.
i duuno.
had fr lesson today with franklin and now i am going to help ie set up his computer- i guess.