well i am officially NOT DYING and getting better, i guess.i was starting to like this sickly life. fel;t ok about no work etc.
now i am in faith and belief that iwill be taken care of this coming month. have many little bills that i dont know what to do about.i am scared but each time i fell that fear arise i just breatyh deep and remember who isnt in charge(ME)and who is(the universe)
ch is in vegas, still. and i talked to him this eve. good chat. he is sexy, even over the phone.
family dinner tonight . weird vibe cause of people there. devo and ana and the other allison came up. nice. i like them. mjk is shooting video tomorrow. no playtime. hang with lala , i will.
on monday night io brought ns2 to the nic anon mtg and cw was there and was soo nice and loving to me. she accosted coley ..it was awesome. i did ch’s commitment for him.