taught yoga this aft. w/ ns ns2 ie mjk rs ls and dl -who is not as cute as i first thought. feel a pit in my tummy forming around the ch situation. he is acting very down and grumpy and as though i am an inconvience or some shit. whatever. mjk is in a bad mood too. hes all upset and fidgety. supposed to be there right now but i am feeling lazy and a little like i dont want to be there trying to gauge someone elses mood. i am tirred and want to be taken care of. i want to lay around and have sex and watch movies. fuck its all so simple but guys make it so complicated. concealment sux. i choose not to conceal anymore. fuckit. i am manifesting only true good love abundance and joy in my life from now on.so be it