so much in my head. i have a new sp…fern..of all people. she is so amazing. i am trying so hard to expand my heart and stop feeling hurt..or feeling the hurt and growing more cpompassionate and loving because of it.
i get confused..there are somany people that talk a certain way and behave for the right people..but then act decitful and betray confidences out of nowhere.i am trying tobe graceful and i am not talking about who or why or whatever..i am just sad and trying to love them more because of it..it seems to be a huge lesson in my life..a theme .
some how i must learn to not care and not notice, i guess.
we’ll see.
moving back to the house tomorrow.