oh my . life is so weird . my new thing is that we are living in our own movies..starring roles vary but we are always the lead character..so we have to make use of who else has been cast..very selfcentered..but its motivating me to do stuff that i wouldnt do..like ask for what i want and not do things i dont want in movie…
i’m so lacking in perspective of my own life sometimes. it’s crazy..i lket myself get to involved in other peoples movies and end up neglecting mine so it starts to be some french melonacjholy silent sad art peice…
that noone would want to sit through. i want love affairs and passion and excitement and love and joy and adventures because of the opportunities i take up.