fucking brutal weekend.
friday rodeo..then 101. sat. malibu neighbourhood shit. then cs made me aweome dinner at his awesome apartment and then we watched a movie and i slept there. woke up feeling sick as a dog. then went to 11 45 mtg met jameela there and had brkfst with lots of people -lel and his mom -ali and devo- ns2 etc etc.
then bbq at spurges. then met jameela at 101 for coffee to talk as she was blue…so was i.

all in all just sad and lonely and events out of my control that happeed added to my sadness.
fuck it